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Don't regret a single scrounging second. Gave me the
time to grow, discover and subvert! It's now the summer of '83.
Squatting at Coptic Street by the British Museum. I can still smell the
honeysuckle that grew in the courtyard. It was one of the original
alternative scene babies. I lived with and was influenced by some truly
wonderful people. Left wing would be an understatement. And of course I
had all the makings of a little militant. The Labour party young
socialists. The Anti-Nazi League. I wore my heart - or should I say
numerous badges on my sleeve. I was never one to keep my tounge in my
pocket, I was out - like truly out there. An angry young gay man.I
wanted to right the world. I really believed, and still believe it can
be done. Friendships were forged and many of them are still going strong.
It's
now the summer of '83. Met Larry and Steve through Jill. Jill was one of
the people I was working with on a community video - funded by the G.L.C
"Red Ken funds one-eyed black single lesbian mother creche shock" as the
tabloids would have us believe. It was called "Framed Youth" [revenge of
the teenage perverts]' I had sung [although at that time I didn't really
think of myself as being an experienced vocalist, as it was the first
time I had ever really sung (I look at it more as my first singing
lesson). A song, accompanied only with a drum machine, called "Screaming".
They heard, they liked. The monster was born - you can blame Richard
Coles for that! - Told me they had some synthesisers, I had an obsessive
fascination of synthesised sound, and would I like to come over and mess
around. How exciting I thought. It was. I was suddenly part of something
I had only ever heard on record before.
The world of "Me Giorgio - Utopia" [as in Morrodor] was at my
fingertips...Bronski Beat were born. One album. "The Age Of Consent" a
soundtrack for isolated homos everywhere. 'Smalltown Boy', 'Why?', 'Need
A Man Blues', not lyrical landmarks but the honesty and straightforward
sentiment meant something to so many people. It was exciting and fun.
Here i was one minute on the dole, the next at number three in the
charts and on top of the pops, an institution, a religious experience on
a thursday night at 7 o'clock and I had only done it for a laugh! Then
it all went squiffy. A lack of understanding of each other's needs and
the realisation, well for me anyway, that to work.
So intimately our friendships had to be strong plus there was to much
intimate history between the others.The chance to support Madonna on the
'Like A Virgin' tour and me saying no and truly pissing everyone off
prompted my decision to call it a day. I was not a popular man. Still,
needs must I had already met Richard Coles a few years previous as we
had worked together on 'Framed Youth'. It was Richard who had encouraged
me to sing. I was very close to Richard at this point. He made me laugh
so much. And who else would hang out with a man with a pink triangle
dyed into the middle of his hair! |